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| Whether my words could convey my feelings and vicariously share them with those who read this is not the intention behind them. I have not writ' in awhile, for it seems to be an enormous effort that is in vain. My world is that of pure fantasy, at least that is what some would say, some may find it to be childish, foolish, and even delusional, or perhaps all of that and more at the same time. However, I have no trouble with the life that I chose to live. In other words, my definition of many things is different from what is popularly practiced and believed. And since I am writing in regards to love, I shall explain my definition of it. Many are bent of finding true love, the soulmate myth has been extended to the point of exageration, in dictionaries it is called a noun for deep affection or sexual desire. I do not quite agree... love does not just happen, it isn't even a feeling, it can and will generate feelings yes, but love is not so limited. Love in my definition is a verb, it is a constant decision that a person makes at every oppurtunity it is a decision to show or place value into someone that is likely not to be deserving of such value. For the value that is shown is one that exceeds one's value even for his own self. That is what love is in my most simple definition, for as I have said love is not so limited, I actually do not know of any of its limits, so it is imposible to define as a whole with mere words. The words that I will write next seem to have the need for this introduction
I loved you even before I knew what love is, I decided long ago that to give you my heart. That time seems to have been so long ago, many things have changed since then, yest I stand firm by my decision. I am missing you greatly, for the distance upon is vast, yet somehow when a special moment is at hand I feel you close to me, close enough to kiss yet too far to even be upon the same pale moon.... I can only say so much, but the rest of my words are not be heard here... they are for you alone... so come now and read the rest... | | |
| Well... I am sorry to announce that I will not be able to update and do so much about this weblog coz I am working again... anyway i will come back occasionally to share whatever the heck I learn from my experience and what I could remember... hehehe remembering something is quite difficult... anyway I hope that your holidays was pleasant... full of booze, food, fun, but most of all happiness... | | |
| No more Sephiroth... ehehhehe now I need to fix this place up again... ah heck I'll leave as it is, I feel too lazy to do anything else with this place. "Pastry... why do u taste so tasty!" bwhahhahaha my new fave song hahahaha ok I'm bored, but aren't u? that's why ur here isn't it? LOL I think I hit a few tender spots with my previous Q hihihihi anyone who wants to answer could still do so, coz I really wanna know why...
MKV: No sweat man, I was gonna take it off as soon as someone got tired of it anyway hahahaha
Pik0t: Weeeeeeee cussing lessons! LOL Di nako ana pik0t, hehehehe bad na sya, it's not the way to speak like a gentledog ahhahahaha | | |
| Why do fools fall inlove? bwhahahahahah that's the question of the day, seriously though... people claim to fall inlove yet they don't even know what love is, they can't even begin to comprehend the words that they speak, no it is not due to inspiration ehhehe it's just plain stupidity. Others actually confuse lust for love, tsk tsk tsk, shows you how much we know about life eh? Heheheh divorce rate here in the states was at 50% last time I checked, a survey says that people who choose to stay together are actually happier. I say it's coz they have actually learned what love really means, oh don't tell me you wanna be in love coz you wanna be happy hahaha that's the one dumbest statement's one could make, hehehe you know what? When people get married they don't live happily ever after, eheheh instead they learn, learn patience and how to forgive and forget... those are some of the things that help make it work. hehehe You're probably wondering why the sudden outburst, well heck this place has been so dead, ehhehe I still can't write anything good... but hey I'd like to say whatchall think about this statement eheheh. I've heard enough about the he said she said bs ahhahaha I say, if you guys wanna make it work then make it, accept one another, yeah that includes the faults and mistakes... and always forgive each other... hehehe if someone has to win, let it be the other half, well that is if u guys are fighting bout what movie to watch or something petty. So... where is everyone anyway? Who wants to rebuke me? hehehee Yes, I am terribly bored ahahhahahaha | | |
| Crap, yes you read me right, I said crap. Heheheh I have the writers cramp, updates would be few for the duration of this cramp. I guess I'm just too tired to do write anything right now... got so much going on these days, it's so hard to keep up.
MKV: Hehehehe well yeah, u seem to know ur FF, but that isn't what I meant though, hehe you ask unusual questions, I'm sure that you'd be able to help me get some stuff done here with some of those. Heheheh and I'm no priest, otherwise I would have asked you to confess ahhahaa stick around man, ehhehe we gonna have some fun here soon.
note: heheheh wabit? man I thought i was a frog... oh well wabits are cuter bhwhahahah | | |
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